19 September 2007
Hmmm.Don't know where to start from.Suddenly feel so emo and having all those flash back when i was just a freshies in Temasek Polytechnic IT school.Would everything be very different for me if i never took the step to join INTSC as a sub comm when i was year 1?Thinking back about it i think i made a right choice in joining INTSC as it brightens up my day and it change my mindset of coming to school everyday.
Poly is not just about studying and doing project.It is about having fun at the same time while we are studying.The purpose of coming to Poly is to shake of the days of wearing school uniform and having fun in school.
INTSC has given me a fun filled ride of my life in poly, be it Team Bonding Camp, Director's Cup Orientation Leadership Training Camp and etc.I have lost some friends but at the same time i gain new friends.It is never a dull moment cause even if i was feeling sad and down on that day, friends i known from INTSC would be there to cheer me up.And of course not to forget about my Baby Evelyn whom i got to know through my soulmate that i got to know from year 1 who was my Facilitator in Team Bonding Camp Jocelyn.If Jocelyn had not intro her to me, i think now i would still be a lonely guy who would be very emotional at most of the time.
I also won't forget those friends who were there for me when i was feeling low at a moment of the time.If i forget to list your name out don't scold me as there are quite a lot to list out.So i apologise if i leave anyone of you out.Listing order is which ever name come to my mind i type out, in fact all of you mean a lot to me.Yuan Long a.k.a Robert, Xiang a.k.a Ju-On, Eugene a.k.a Gene, Benjamin a.k.a Ben, Si Jie a.k.a Psyduck Lobster, Stacy a.k.a Togepi, Fiora a.k.a Jigglypuff, Dave a.k.a Davester, Katherine a.k.a Bimbo??, Shawn a.k.a PussyTao, Marcus a.k.a No.1 Pussy, Jocelyn a.k.a Apple Association President, Diana a.k.a Apple Association Publicity, Jonathan a.k.a Jon, Nicholas Cheong a.k.a Himbo.Thanks to all of you guys for being there when i need someone.
I won't forget about you either Evelyn a.k.a Baby Husky.Now you guys know who is Baby Husky already right?She plays an important role in my life too as she always the one there to take all the scolding and my temper when i am feeling angry.I am sorry Baby if i always vent my anger adn throw my temper at you to frighten you.I promise you that i would take good care of myself over at Shanghai there.Love you.
I think i am going to miss out all the fun in INTSC and the times when Baby is there for me when i am feeling stress and tired.Haiz.I am starting to miss all of it now as it is just another day away before i leave.Do chat with me on MSN.
I think i miss out some people...They are not other then my Empire sub comms from TBC 07/08 IRON HIDE!!!I will miss you guys too and thanks for the last memories that i can take it with me for the trip.You guys are a great bunch of sub comms and i do hope that you guys will carry on to join INTSC events as helpers or participants.When i come back do join my event Orientation Leadership Training Camp 2008.Lookiing forward to see you guys either as Orientation Leader or my camp helpers.
LOVE YOU GUYS and I will try my best to get some stuff back for you guys.
stitch said at 1:40 AM
05 July 2007
I am back to blog again after quite a long time.Reason is can't find anything to blog out and also being kept busy by my Major Project and school stuffs.Went to watch Transformer 2 times straight in a week.All i can say about the movie is thumbs up and it is really worth watching again and again.Feel like watching the movie again.The movie will be able to change a person perception of the movie after watching it, even though at first they say it is not worth watching.The movie also have great and nice songs played through out the whole show.Some of the songs maybe quite retro and old already but it is still nice and meaningful.And 1 of the songs that i liked the most is a song by Linkin Park What Ive Done which is a song form thier just release album Minutes to Midnight.After hearing the song i feel quite emotional again because of the lyrics as i think back of my past.Thinking back of all the bad things that i have done and wishing that i can be forgiven by those people i have hurt and harm.I know that what done is done and we have no way of turning back time, i also know that by using the word "Sorry" is useless.But i still want to say "Sorry" to those people i have hurt and harm.Anyway here is the lyric of the song by Linkin Park.Hope you guys will enjoy it.What Ive DoneBy Linkin ParkIn this farewellThere’s no bloodThere’s no Alibi ‘Cause I’ve Drawn Regret For the Truth Of a Thousand Lies [Pre-Chorus]So let Mercy Come And Wash Away What I’ve Done [Chorus]I’ve Faced myself To Cross out what I’ve Become Erase Myself And let Go of What I’ve done Put to restWhat you Thought of Me Well I Cleaned this Slate With the Hands of Uncertainty [Pre-Chorus][Chorus]For What I’ve Done I’ll start again And whatever pain may come Today this ends I’m Forgiving What I’ve Done!!! [Chorus]What I’ve Done Forgiving What I’ve Done
stitch said at 2:52 AM
05 June 2007
I was watching 200 Pound Beauty and i suddenly fell in love with this song as it is so nice and meaningful.Hope you guys will enjoy the song as i have change my blog song to it too...So here is the Lyrics for those who want to understand the song like me...200 Pound Beauty - 별Byul by YoumeThe wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,the stars reassure tired methey wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me
don’t be hurt too much..They hug me tight and pamper me and comfort me,telling me to go to sleep though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my visionI’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to getEven though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart like those countless number of stars, foreverMy dream is coming. Though it is unusual that my one star is bright it is very bright, even blinding..It comes down to my shoulder stop being so sad..It holds my hand as it touches me and gives me a warm hugThough I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my visionI’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get
Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heartlike those countless number of stars, forever
Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tearsI want to laugh like those starsOh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heartLike those countless number of stars, foreverHope you guys will enjoy it...But i am sure one person will enjoy it very much as this song was introduced to me by the person and it some how is talking about the person life...Don't worry you still have us by your side to company you...Take care...And good luck to all my friends who are having papers tomorrow...Jia You...Ganbatte...
stitch said at 3:56 AM
30 May 2007
I am not sure what is happening to me now.Maybe because after listening to the song sang by Redwan Ali - Would You Be There.I am not saying that i am doubting my precious one as i don't even want her to die for me or run away from home with me.I would do it anything for her if i can as i don't mind to die for her as she is my precious one and i hope that she will be happy always and to be there by her side and be her guardian angel when i am dead.So sorry if i scared you precious one.I Love You.Would You Be ThereBy Redwan AliIf I were blue, would you be there for me,And whisper in my ears that's okay.Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,And say you love me one more time.If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,And touch my lips with tender love and care.Would you die for me, Would you run with me,And never look back.Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there..If I'm away, would you still think of meAnd wish that you could hold me now,Would you die for me,Would you run with me,All the way..Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there,to save my soul tonight,Would you swear that your love is always true,Would you say that you always be there,to kiss my pain away?Would you be there to love, to be with me?Would you swear that your love is always true?Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?Would you be there,to save my soul tonight,Would you swear that your love is always true,Would you say that you always be there,to kiss my pain away?Would you be there?For me..It takes a lifetime to build up a friendship/relationship but sometimes it just take a short moment to break it.How sad is it?
stitch said at 11:32 PM
26 March 2007
It been a long time since i come back to my blog to update.I think maybe i am just too lazy or got nothing got nothing to update you guys.So sorry.Anyway i have been with my Darling Evelyn for 1 year already.I hope that our relationship can go on and on even though i myself know that nothing is forever, it is how you want it to turn out to be.Just want those who are reading my blog to know that please treasure the one's you loved and never let them down be it doing things to hurt him/her or just make decision about breaking up without thinking what consequences you might face if you do it.Anyway i wish that my friends around me will stay happy always and also my group of best buddy from secondary school.I might be out of the group but i still hope you guys will stay happy always even though i know you might not read my blog.5am in the morning and i am not tired.Haha.Tomorrow going to get scolding from my Darling already.Sleep so 'early'.
stitch said at 4:55 AM
10 January 2007
It been a bad start for me this year. Things just happen so fast and i am not able adapt to the changes. My grandfather just pass away on 4th of January, I was very sad as since I was brought to this world i have been living with my grandparents for about 5 years before i was brought back to my home and live with my parents and twins younger brothers. I had so much "遗憾" regrets in my life now which i can't forguve myself. As I never fulfill my grandfaher widh before he breathe his last breathe. He keep wanting to see me but i was rushing my projects and going out. I can't blame it on projects. Cause i keep telling myself that i have one more day to visit him but who knows that the one day never came. Now i have to live my life on with this “遗憾" regrets. I just hope everyone will treasure their love ones and not be like me. Spend more time with love ones and cherish each and everyday you have with them and don't live to regret it. Anyways i would like to thanks everyone who was there for me and especially my fellow INTSC Main Comms who was there t comfort me and or course my girlfriend Evelyn who was there trying to comfort me when i was down late in the night. Thanks everyone. I will do my best to carry on with my life.
stitch said at 11:04 PM
07 November 2006
It been a few weeks since i last blog if i am not wrong.This post is for someone special in my heart.We have been through many hurdles and setbacks which have brings us to where we are now.We have a lot people to thank though, if without them i think the both of us would have gone separate ways since we broke up the first time.Firstly is of cause my brothers in INTSC(Zhen Xiang a.k.a Juon, Yuan Long a.k.a Beat Boxer, Si Jie a.k.a Psyduck, Stacy a.k.a Togepi).Without you guys i think i would have been the same person as i used to be when i first enter TP.Thanks a lot.If next time you guys need help, i will there and help you guys if i can.I will do my best. =)
The next special person is of course my Darling Lao Po le lor.Haha.Thanks for being there for me when i am really down and stress by my INTSC stuffs.Although most girls would do the same things but you understand how i feel and what i need the most when i am down and stress.You never stress me in anything when you know that i am being tied down by some stuffs.I will do my best to treat better and better each day.
The next special person is someone who i used to talk,travel to and back from school.She is like soulmate to me.If i never know her then i would not be who i am now.It was her who somehow introduce me to the girlfriend that i have now.But it seems like that time when i broke up with my girlfriend which made her feel so fed up and angry with me.Just want to tell her that i am sorry and i will always treat you as my soul mate whom i can always talk to when i have problems.
stitch said at 12:14 AM
It been a few weeks since i last blog if i am not wrong.This post is for someone special in my heart.We have been through many hurdles and setbacks which have brings us to where we are now.We have a lot people to thank though, if without them i think the both of us would have gone separate ways since we broke up the first time.Firstly is of cause my brothers in INTSC(Zhen Xiang a.k.a Juon, Yuan Long a.k.a Beat Boxer, Si Jie a.k.a Psyduck, Stacy a.k.a Togepi).Without you guys i think i would have been the same person as i used to be when i first enter TP.Thanks a lot.If next time you guys need help, i will there and help you guys if i can.I will do my best. =)
The next special person is of course my Darling Lao Po le lor.Haha.Thanks for being there for me when i am really down and stress by my INTSC stuffs.Although most girls would do the same things but you understand how i feel and what i need the most when i am down and stress.You never stress me in anything when you know that i am being tied down by some stuffs.I will do my best to treat better and better each day.
The next special person is someone who i used to talk,travel to and back from school.She is like soulmate to me.If i never know her then i would not be who i am now.It was her who somehow introduce me to the girlfriend that i have now.But it seems like that time when i broke up with my girlfriend which made her feel so fed up and angry with me.Just want to tell her that i am sorry and i will always treat you as my soul mate whom i can always talk to when i have problems.
stitch said at 12:14 AM